Only Lonely - 给fei yong，你不会一辈子的孤单！

only lonely- SHE

都怪我話不太會說　不能逗妳開心
但你也有點小題大做　
一個人Shopping 就覺得寂寞
別人都在戀愛　You're only lonely
那你說我該怎麼辦　You're only lonely

求求你　睜開眼睛　看看這個世界　
又不是全部　都一對一對
我們　心地善良　又有品味　又沒犯罪　
又沒偷竊 健康檢查　完全ＯＫ　
打開皮夾　ya卡又一堆
只不過是　沒有人陪　
太多人追 又太會拒絕
何必　因為一點寂寞 就要跟誰道歉毀失禮怪
別人太沒有眼光　有點不太營養
算了吧　我發誓我無法抗拒　
憂鬱竟讓你更有魅力
全世界都在戀愛　You're only lonely
那你說我該怎麼辦　You're only lonely

不要再說lonely　因為你是One and only
打發時間　其實很Easy　
來點嘻哈　讓心情變得Sunny
天天轟趴　流連網咖　會不會太Crazy
打起精神　不要Lazy　
我做你的　你做我的Baby, Yes my lady

都怪我話不太會說　不能逗妳開心
但你也有點小題大做　
一個人Shopping就覺得寂寞
別人都在戀愛　You're only lonely
那你說我該怎麼辦　You're only lonely

What is your deepest fear?

“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate; our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frighten us. Your playing small does not serve the world, and there is nothing enlighten about shrinking so that other people won’t feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine as children do. It is not just in some of us, it’s in everyone. And as we let our own life shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our present automatically liberate others.”

~a return to love - marianne williamson

Do u remember?

How do we normally remember things? by our memory? i think we remember things by our 5 sences, touch, smell, sight, hearing, taste. its amazing how a simple song, a certain perfume, a bite of the chocolate, brings back all the memory...

Everytime i put on my Elizabeth Arden Green tea, it reminds me of the hot summer in Taiwan.

Everytime the song "good luck" is played, it reminds me of my gym days in Uni Tas.

Everytime i sip on a JD coke, it reminds me of those nights where i hang out with gie and pam at their place, complaining abt the man!

Everytime i taste tuna pasta, its reminds me of the days of being fati's housemate.

Everytime i wear the red sweater, it reminds me the heat of your body.

Everytime i see the green car passes by, it reminds me you which i lost.

Everytime i smell of hot chocolate, it reminds me of the beautiful Darwin river from my balcony in hobart.

Everytime i hear someone said i love you, it reminds me of the people that i forget to say love to.

I suppose its the little things that matter in the end of the day :)

for another better 3 years ahead...

3 years is a long time. its long enough for me to switch from pedestrian to driver; its long enough for me to loose 10 kg ( which never happens), its long enough for me to switch from clarifying to anti-aging (yes,yes age is catching up).

3 years is also long enough for u to almost forget abt someone. Almost.

Then he comes back.

Just when to almost forget abt him, almost forget abt the obsession, almost forget abt the hearth beat, almost forget abt the love. His back. Jay's back.

haha... ok... done with the dramatic entrance. lets talk a little abt the highlights ofthe concert.

The concert was great. Its hard to describe how good it is unless you are there to experience it yourself. You won't know what you miss until you are actually there. i mean words are so limited. How can i describe to you the roar of the crowds, how can i describe to you the sound of every heart beat, How can i describe to you the adrenaline rush of my blood stream, how can i describe to you the fireworks that will blind one eyes, how can i describe to you that sound of angel?

It was one of a kind. His talent again, blew me away, he played the piano like as though there is a machine in his finger! after that it was the drum, the gu zheng, , the guitar.. it was incredible!

He also sang a lot of older songs like 'quiet', 'black humour', 'ninja', those are his signature songs which is also so significant to his fan, cause those are the songs that made us fall in love for him.

There is something abt superstar, they may not be the best singer ever, or the most good looking person, but there is something about them that once they get on the stage, they just captivate you. I was so tired when i reached the venue for the concert and i was telling my fren that i'm afraid that i might just fall a sleep watching him. Boy, was i wrong. the moment the light deem, and the drum hits! I was alive again!

Jay owns his stage, which is why it makes him a spetacular entertainer.... no that's an understatement. He is a superstar. Like Micheal, you may hate him, you call him a wacko, but the moment he got on the stage, you became a believer, you believe that he is one of the greatest superstar alive.

So its ok if you dont like jay. I will love it if you don't like him. Cause it gives me a greater satisfaction when you get blown away by him performing on stage... nothing beats that....

The concert ends at about 11 30pm. He did 3 encores which is really rare in his care. He also didn't say goodbye, but its ok. We all know that this is not goodbye. cause when the time comes, we will meet again...

What an indulgence it is to just lie on

my bed wearing the coolest high heels

and deciding slowly, what to wear that evening.

..or maybe just stay in bed and dream.

- Helena Christensen

I decided

Ok... so its resolution time again. There is a few things i decided to do to make me a better person this year:)

1. I decided that i shall be nicer on the road, but provided that they only put people that know how to drive on the road.

2. I decided that i shall be nicer generally, like to sales person, bank counter people, my neighbour's dog, my brother's girlfriendsssssss, and the list goes on...

3. I decided that i shall hate lesser people this year. I mean, i'm running out of space at my hate list, so i assume its not a good thing. But i also hope less people annoys me, so i can reduce the numbers in my hate list.Help me to help u!

4. I decided that i shall exercise more often, at least 3 tims per week. Yes i will do it! do not doubt me!!!

5. I decided that i shall not seek revenge for every wrong that is done to me. hmm.. this one quite hard... but i'll give all i can!

6. I decided that i shall read less gossip and read more intellectual staff, especially my painful experince in raymond's house warming party, jules, u will know wat am i talking about.

7. I decided that i shall talk less on the phone and meet up more often with my frens. This is simply just because its more cost effective and less radiation.

8. I decided to love my family and friends, a little more this year :P like i could love u all anymore then i alread now!!!

9. ok ok... this one very important! I decided that i shall keep my car n my room clean all the time!!!! dont judge me!! i know about ur dirty secret too!

hehe... so finger cross and lets pray really hard for a better Tania this year! yay!!!

I believe that unicorn exists

i believe...

I believe that the way you place your bed is very important for a good sleep.

I believe that there is a good at every bad.

I believe that you should not play with your food.

I believe that dreams makes life meaningful.

I believe that legging only belongs to a ballerinas, not the fashion industry.

I believe that everything happens for a reason.

I believe that you should never cross a person's leg.

I believe that everyone can love and hate.

I believe that there is something out there.

I believe that what goes around comes around

I believe that one have to loose enough to cherish what they still have.

I believe that if i'm really really good girl, santa will give me a present this year

I believe that if you really really want it, you'll get it.

I believe that breaking glasses brings bad luck.

I believe that there is no dream that is too big, only courage that is too small.

I believe that you are as beautiful as you think you are.

I believe that if you look hard enough, there is an angel beside you.

i believe that you should never turn your head back when you heard your name being called at night.

I believe that if everything fails, i still have you.

I believe that there is someone made especially for me, even if i'll never get to meet him.

I believe that i have nothing if i don't have people to share it with.

I believe that even if there is a divorce rate of 99.9%, marriage is still sacred.

I believe that at every end, there is a new beginning.

I believe that anyone can save the world, by one small step at a time.

Last but not least, i believe there is unicorn. you can laugh all u want. you'll see...one day... €