Friday, December 28, 2007

and then a hero comes along, with the strength to carry on..

angie called me a weirdo today when i asked her which super hero power she will like to have. and i remember not too long ago, she called me a weirdo too when i asked her to keep a letter i wrote, which is for her to read it on my funeral. anyway, lets dont get into that, that topic deserve another blog.

So, back to the what we were talking about. It all start with my obsession with the series 'Heroes'. Gosh, i dont remember when was the last time i was so obsessed abt a show...hmm... OH! it 'Ungly betty", fine its not that long ago then...lol...

So back to Heroes. The show its incredible. u have people flying, people melting, people healing, people reading mind... and the people u thought who it is, is not who it is, and the good guys become the bad guys, the bad guys become the good guys, cute babe, hot hunk and a confused Japanese guy, this is good television to the max!!!

i'm a dreamer, and a little bit naive, so i watch a drama n will think , what if its true??? that is how the question of super power pops. And after giving much thought, i decided to be the invisible man. i mean its cool being the guy which absorbs everyone powers, but it just to complicated for me. come on, i cant even figure out how to upload pics to my stupid blog, what makes u think i can handle so many superpowers at one time!

So i decided i just want one. and i think the invisible man is good. i mean, self healing means live forever. and hell no i dont live forever, i even prepared my eulogy, so go figure. I also thought that the ability to listen to other people thoughts was cool, then i realize, i dont handle the truth every well.. so Nah... then of coz, the ability to move things with thoughts... its just too.. u know.. boring. i mean come on! how lazy can i be!! i just can just grab the cup, rather the move it with my mind, its will well take less then two second u know...

Hmmm... i'm sorry, where were we?? oh... invisible power. Ya.. i think that's a good one. i mean, at first i got all the concept wrong. i thought being invisible mean u have to be naked, cause ur clothes cant be ( stupid Hollow Man) anyway, after watching Heroes, i realized that there is not such need. u can turn things that u touch to be invisible too. cool! So what is the first thing am i gonna do once i get the power?? robbed a bank? peep into my new crush bathing? (again, abt the new crush, that deserve a whole new blog too)

Ok. if u are still reading this, i'm really sorry. its 2 am in the morning. and i just finish watching at least 8 episode of Heroes, and i'm not thinking straight. So anyway, sorry that i have waste ur time like how i had wasted mine.. :P... so go to sleep, or continue doing what u were initially doing, which i think would have been more meaningful then my blog lol. and i promise that my next blog will be better... or at least i'll try...

and for those that have nothing else better to do... lets give Mariah a run for her money... lets sing... "and then a hero comes along, with the strength to carry one, and u cast ur fear aside, and u know u can survive!" ok... no more heroes for me... oh well, at least today :P

give up

OK. I have read quite a numbers of blog, and they are all so pretty and nice... as compare to mine at least. but i tried ... i really did! i went to blog for dummies, yet i still have a hard time understanding it. SO eventually, i concluded that, too bad, u guys just gonna put up with my boring blog layout, until i can find a hero to come and save the day for me.. :P..

Monday, December 24, 2007

Star Awards 25th Drama Anniversary Show

This is dedicated to all my JB friends. Reason being that, only you all will understand the story behind this.

I was watching TCS’s Star Awards 25th Drama Anniversary Show, it brings back so much memories….

Long long time ago (ok, it was 1982, not B.C era)…before there was Astro, before there was Wa lai tai, before that was CSI , before there was ugly betty, before TCS, there was SBC, Singapore Broadcasting Company.

All the eighties baby that grew up in JB, we never watch TV 1, or TV2. We only watch SBC, especially, Channel 8. I tell u, u dunno TV drama until u watch channel 8. All those drama we grew up watching. I remember I watch my first ‘provocative’ bed scene in channel 8, I think it was ‘Bobo’ acted by Zoe Tay. I remember calling ah voon, my childhood fren and tell her faster watch! It’s a sex scene!! ( haha, okla, nothing r-rated. Just two actors kissing n rolling on bed) haha… but that was my very first sex education!

Remember how crazy we were for the “ shuang tian zhi jun’! it was the first show abt gambling n casino, forget abt las vegas!!! We have the better one! We have lee nan xing, all ever so charming ( I met him in person once, n he is so good looking in person) remember Zoe Tay’s short hair! How we were crazy over her, she was an icon to us then.

Remember “feng shen bang”? remember how we were falling head over hell with chow chew meng’s character. He was the most handsome goddess ever!!! And the story broke our heart, take our tears! We will never forget, it thought us love.

Remember the volleyball drama, I started my failed volleyball career because of that ( and yes, I suck badly!)

Oh… and ‘mi li ye’, gosh it scared the hell out of us! Until today, I still feel very uneasy looking at butterflies!

remember 'he ping de tai jia", the story abt world war II. i think its the best show ever, remember those horrible rape scene... the cruelty of the japanese army... it make us thankful for the peace we have now...

How can we ever forget the entire rival between Zoe Tay and Fann Wong! We were pro Zoe Tay, so we hated Fann Wong, n criticized her like mad!!! Haha… so funny… its amazing how we use to care abt things that doesn’t relate to us at all.. we young… everything matters then….

Ah… there is this show abt fireman right? And another abt marine one?? I think shen xing xin was in it. I love him. He is wat u call a man! I think there is very few actor now in TCS ( formerly kwon as SBC”) can live up to them then.

Oh… this remind me, that show stared by li nan xing abt share market one… with that girl…erm… ivy lee!!! Gosh, don’t we just hate her! Her annoying character and bad acting! Her career went down hill since then. But I think she made a come back with a much improved acting.

And how can we forget “family reunion”. That was a good show. With such powerful acting from xie shao kuang, huang bi ren and chen shu cen. And that little boy that acted as xie shao kuang’s son. Wat a great acting, giving Dakota Fenning a run for her money.

U all know that I can go on days, talking abt it. It just too much memories. It was part of growing up. Haha, they call us the tv kids. But seriously, our childhood will not be the same without channel 8.

So I dedicated this to all my JB frens. For sharing the same memory, for all the fun we have discussing abt the dramas. for the late nights thinking whether is zoe tay better or fann wong ( of coz zoe wins hands down). for the tears n the laugh we share... 25 yrs past...we are still here... still loving the same memory.... still dreaming....still believe that hapiness not only happends in drama... we still believe....

Monday, December 3, 2007

they have no wings

Monday.

9 am(weather was hot, hot , hot) (KL)

It was awfully early for someone that is unemployed, but i need to go to Bar Council to sort out my Practising Cert for next year. Basically, my former firm applied for my next year PC, even though i gave them specific instruction not to do so. The reason being that i yet any intention to practise next year. As a result of that, they took out RM800 out from my last month salary.

Obviously, my not so helpful ex firm is not gonna help me to get those money back, so i decided to go to Bar Council to enquire whether was there any possibilities for refund. I was told, ' No way!"... ok, wasnt at that tone, but the effect on me was the same!!

10am (was still hot hot hot... ) (Puduraya)

so, being very upset abt the whole PC thing, i still need to go to puduraya to get a bus back to JB. so i went there, and it was all another fiasco. Long story short, i was not given the kind of sit and bus that i paid for, instead i was stuffed in a horrible public bus look alike thing, which filled with weird characters. hell no i was gonna take that bus! so i went out of the bus, n argued with the ticketing people, which of coz, was no help, as they was so mean and rude. And to top it all, i was crying! yes, i cant believe also, but the tears was rolling out, like i was in some bloody soap opera. Have u ever got this feeling where u actually dont plan to cry, but the tears just fall, u cant control, its like the eyes have the mind of its own!

anyway, then there was this young Chinese man, which works for another bus company, happens to be there, n heard the argument, and where he was kind enough to help me to get my refund back from the previous bus company, and put me in his bus, which is the exact kind that i wanted ( and yes, i was still tearing). and before he left he came up to my place, n asked me am i ok. Wow! havent heard anyone asking me that for quite sometime! Being a 26 years old adult living alone in a city, first time i felt like a kid.

11 am ( cold air-con air) ( somewhere along KL-Seremban highway)

so i was sitting in the bus, on a comfy sit, then it hit me! oh my goodness! i cried in front of strangers in a public place!! wat the....

i suppose it was just the over whelming feeling i had at that time. just felt defeated and was alone n no one to talk to ( as everyone was either still sleeping or working, but special thanks to ash!!). Then it just suddenly break out.

But i was thankful that Chinese guy was there. U know, when i was a kid, i read this line before, ' God cant be with us everyday, that's why He created Angel" i know its cheesy n maybe even cliche. But at least at that point that was what i felt. i was grateful. suddenly, i was not so upset anymore abt the RM800, abt the stupid bus. It was just great to find small little kindness in people, it makes me happy.

3.30 pm ( hot) (Home - JB)

Finally home. my ex-boss asked me yesterday, wat's so good abt JB? y do i want to go back? i said, " no matter how bad it is, its still home."

Sunday, July 22, 2007

The disclaimer

I decide to start blogging. for the very reason that i want to share my thought with my friends without the need to repeat myself everytime.

This blog is gonna be full of grammer mistakes, incomplete sentences and illogical pharses which is not going to make any sense, but its my blog. so don't like it, just read it :P