Never

I never had sex before.

They say they adore me, they say I am gorgeous, they say I am sexy, they say they care so much about me, they say I am their best friend. But they will never have sex with me.

I was never hugged by a man so tight that it’s like nothing can tear him away.

They say they adore me, they say I am gorgeous, they say I am sexy, they say they care so much about me, they say I am their best friend. But they will never hug me the way that make me gasp for air.

I was never kissed by a man before.

They say they adore me, they say I am gorgeous, they say I am sexy, they say they care so much about me, they say I am their best friend. But they will never kiss me until my toe curls.

I was never loved by a man before in the way that a man loves a woman.

They say they adore me, they say I am gorgeous, they say I am sexy, they say they care so much about me, they say I am their best friend. But they will never fall in love with me.
Never.

Red. Like Blood

I'm obsessed abt Grey's anatomy. AGAIN.

I thought i was over it already. After season 3 and i refused to watch season 4. Mainly because Burke dump Christina at the alter. George cheated on Callie. Izzie still annoys me. Meredith.... dont even get me started...

But because i cant resist the temptation. I cant resist Mc Dreamy... I got hook... AGAIN...

Still havent finish all the episodes of season 4, about 6v more episode left. But i decided to include by far a few of my favourite quotes for season 4 :).. enjoy...:

Meredith: Christina... are you in the dark place?
Christina: Yeah.
Meredith: Me too


Cristina: Okay, what are your other symptoms?
Meredith: Okay..there’s the father thing. The mother thing. The sister thing... mmm ... the dying and coming back to life thing.
Cristina: You have too many things.

Meredith: Lexie's not that bad is she?
Cristina: Oh, are we not hating her anymore?
Meredith: Oh no, we still hate the idea of her. We just realize we don't have reason to hate the actual person.
Cristina: She's an intern. That's reason enough.
Meredith: Oh, I think you may be the new Nazi.
Cristina: Damn right.

Meredith: Lexie's not that bad is she?
Cristina: Oh, are we not hating her anymore?
Meredith: Oh no, we still hate the idea of her. We just realize we don't have reason to hate the actual person.
Cristina: She's an intern. That's reason enough.
Meredith: Oh, I think you may be the new Nazi.
Cristina: Damn right.

George: Well, Dr. Bailey did save your life today. A black woman saved your life, at a great personal cost. So maybe next time you're looking at your tattoo and you're thinking how much better all these white guys are better than everyone else. You might wanna think about that. Cause between you and me, if I had been alone in that O.R., you would probably be dead right now. And since we are sharing belief systems, I believe that if you were dead, the world would be a better place.

George: It's horrible. The sex. With Izzie... horrible. It's like she's trying to hard, it... it's...you ever seen a porno? Not that Izzie's a porno; she's an angel, but it's like she's trying to... channel a porn star and she's trying to act all dirty and sexy, which sounds great, right? But in reality I just wanna say, "Izzie, just because you can do that with your legs doesn't mean that you should."
Meredith: Eh... I wanna run.
George: Run, run. Run now!

What a brilliant script they had!!I can go on and on... You probably cant relate much to it until u watch the show...oh be prepare, that once u start watching... you just cant stop!!

Oh ya... my personal favourite line for this season will be:

Christina: I am painting Burke's apartment so I can stop calling it Burke's apartment. A happy color. Red. Like blood.

RED. LIKE BLOOD

My blog

I think my blog is too pink...

I tried to change it to other colours but they don't scream Tania...

so.. I shall still keep it pink....

hmm... i change my blog title also... i mean, people still call me hot... but I think I'm getting more n more of being a Drama queen... I got it from my mama i think.. :P

So new blog name, same old colour.... let the ball roll...

Maybe

I am anxious.
I think it might be happening.
I am not too sure.
I could be very wrong.
I still hope that i am right.
I don't think it's time yet though
I can certainly hope it is.
I was lucky before.
I might be very lucky again.
I am anxious.

To a friend

“…you will see that you never really had, in the way that you thought, that person or item you were mourning. And you will see that you will always have them in other ways.”

winter morning

As i walk out the door,
i feel the morning breeze after a rainy night,
reminds me of the winter morning in Tasmania,
i can almost remember,
the smell of Darwin,
how did we all forget the simplest thing?

Phenomenal Woman

"Pretty women wonder where my secret lies.
I'm not cute or built to suit a fashion model's size
But when I start to tell them,
They think I'm telling lies.
I say,
It's in the reach of my arms
The span of my hips,
The stride of my step,
The curl of my lips.
I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.

I walk into a room
Just as cool as you please,
And to a man,
The fellows stand or
Fall down on their knees.
Then they swarm around me,
A hive of honey bees.
I say,
It's the fire in my eyes,
And the flash of my teeth,
The swing in my waist,
And the joy in my feet.
I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.

Men themselves have wondered
What they see in me.
They try so much
But they can't touch
My inner mystery.
When I try to show them
They say they still can't see.
I say,
It's in the arch of my back,
The sun of my smile,
The ride of my breasts,
The grace of my style.
I'm a woman

Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.

Now you understand
Just why my head's not bowed.
I don't shout or jump about
Or have to talk real loud.
When you see me passing
It ought to make you proud.
I say,
It's in the click of my heels,
The bend of my hair,
the palm of my hand,
The need of my care,
'Cause I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me. "

-by Maya Angelou